In the beginning im just “me” . and theres nothing happen. I think it keeps me like this, just me and never change become anything. But yes, im just INNE until now. But I feel like something different. Something that I couldn’t tell the world. I feel something has changed. I feel better now than 3 years ago. Yaaa, it happened when I know the “guy” first. He’s different with other guy. He has something that no one has it. But I dunno what it is. David Archuleta, he’s not only a singer but also he’s a person who has a best attitude and humble. Although he has become a famous singer he’s never show the conceited.
I think he’s the best guy in the world. He’s so perfect for me. Ok nobody’s perfect, but I don’t know how can I said that he’s so perfect in my eyes. I had infatuation for him. I feel like he’s my destiny, hahahaha. Its little bit funny. But its real. I always had a feeling like that. My friend told me that im crazy with him. Hahahaha, I don’t care what they said. I stiil love him. But sometimes I think, oh gosh its so hard to believe, I love someone who never knows about me. Yeah, he’ll never know about me.
Think about it, he lives in the US, and I live in Indonesia. And now you guys know it huh?, that’s why I said that its illogical. But nothing’s impossible in this world. I believe it, even though sometimes I get lost with that statement. I believe that someday I’ll meet him AGAIN. Again?? Yaa, because I met him before at the concert at Jakarta. And its like, you know finally my dream came true. I admirer him for three years. And i’d always pray to god I wanna meet him, and god answered my pray finally. Im so haaaaaaaaaaaaaaapppppppppppyyyyyyyyyy for that. Its like a dream. But if its all is really a dream I don’t never wanna wake up. Its too beautiful for me.
And I swear I’ll never forget it. It’s the most beautiful part in my life. When I touched his hand, ooohhh ggooooossshhhh I want the time is stop forever. You know what guys what I felt when I touch his hand ???? do you wanna know it, eemmmm but Im sure you’ll never believe it. I felt like im just the only one for him haha, its really crazy huh? But believe it or not its really happened to me on that nite.
My life just beautiful when I knew him. Sadness, happiness, confused, disappoint, anger, its all came out when I first knew him. And I never thinking that its all made me down. I see it all just become the rainbow in my life. Its so colorfull.
But anyway lets talking about my prince, Archie haha. Like I told you guys, he’s not only a singer but also he’s a person who has a best attitude and humble. He never shows the conceited. Im so proud of him. Im so proud to be ArchAngel. Because of him I knew the buffetings, yeah the truly meaning of buffetings. Cause become success isn’t easy. It needs a sacrifice. And I think its so challenge.
My phone, my computer are full of DavidArchie. His songs, his photos, his videos haha. But anyway about my friends opinion about david. Emm, some people said that “he’s so handsome, and he’s so talented”, but some people said that “I don’t like him, he’s weird”. Hah, I don’t like that. Hey guys, can you see it !!, he’s kind, humble, friendly, down to earth, talented. And I think there’s no way to describe that “he’s weird” or something like that.
Anybody wanna help me to find out “something” from david that makes me so aaaaa~ #melting. Yeah, I love “something” from david. I think that “something” is feels so good haha. I always happy with that “something” haha. I love “something” haha.
About my family ?? .. yeah how lucky im. Cause they never interdict me to love DavidArchie. Im so happy with it. Thus there’s no way to interdict me to love him forever haha. Sometimes I cried cause I feel i don’t have a chance again to meet him again. But nothing’s impossible in this world. Anything can happen.
But one question in my head, why my life is full of “waiting”. Sometimes I hate that statement. Ok, nothing’s instant. Everything needs a process. But mostly, its all about “waiting”. Sometimes I got desperate for this. But I know god always beside me.
Archie, yeah he’s everything for me. When I first saw him, it feels like he took my breath away. Speechless, just one word for him, AMAZING. I never met a guy like him before. He’s so kind although I never talking live before. But i know it all from my sight. Although we never met live but I know that its all are true.
I don’t know why my deepest heart always said that “archie is my destiny”. Although I know its illogicall, impossible, never happen. But im sure it will happen in my life haha. Im not joking im serious. I don’t know why, I really don’t know why. I think I’ve found MY KIND OF PERFECT. But, what about if im not his KIND OF PERFECT ????..... it will hurts me. But however I always pray for the best for him. For his life, for his future.
I always cried when I remembered him. I just cant let stop my tears. But I think its all my happiness tears haha lol. He’s my happiness, my sadness, my everything. No one can take him away from me. I’ll always keep him in my heart, until my heart stop breathing :’D
